I know a student of Jianguo High School committed suicide yesterday. If you have large pressure, you may try to see a Psychiatrist. I think it's a good approach, and you don't have to fear to become a permanent patient. Or, I think you should read for your high school program in the 2nd or 3rd ranking school. In your school, you also can communicate with the counselor, and he or she is going to solve your mental problems. I like a good motto which comes from C. S. Yen's book, and it's as follow.
抱最大的希望，盡最大的努力，做最壞的打算。
In NTU, the freshmen are about 3,500 students every year, and there are 1/6 students who come from the Jianguo High School. After 4 years later, there will be 1/6 students who have the same education. If your political thinking is not Taiwan Independence, it won't be necessary to complete your education in NTU and Jianguo High School. Please don't let yourself feel so large pressure.
Even if the result is bad, you will have done your best. In July 1995, I didn't get a good examination grade for the entrance examination of high school. However, after I got into the Taiwanese Career and Technological System, I obtained a better learning and development on the contrary. If you ask me how you should do, I'll say "Do your best as far as you can".
References
In NTU, the freshmen are about 3,500 students every year, and there are 1/6 students who come from the Jianguo High School. After 4 years later, there will be 1/6 students who have the same education. If your political thinking is not Taiwan Independence, it won't be necessary to complete your education in NTU and Jianguo High School. Please don't let yourself feel so large pressure.
Even if the result is bad, you will have done your best. In July 1995, I didn't get a good examination grade for the entrance examination of high school. However, after I got into the Taiwanese Career and Technological System, I obtained a better learning and development on the contrary. If you ask me how you should do, I'll say "Do your best as far as you can".
References
- 華視社會中心（2012.04.04）建中生疑壓力大 當家人面前跳軌身亡，http://news.cts.com.tw/nownews/society/201204/201204040973101.html
- 嚴長壽（1997）總裁獅子心，平安文化。
